Just One Chastity Sub...

Just one chastity sub...
A man, not a boy. This does not refer to age, rather to mindset. To do what I am asking requires great strength - of mind and character and spirit. It is not going to be achieved by a boy. I need strong man.


Devotion. He will do anything in his power for me, anything at all, without question, without concern, with complete trust that whatever I am asking of him is for a reason, and that reason is sufficient to make him committed to carrying it out. He is there when I want him, without question. He sits and waits in case I might just need him. His whole life revolves around me, being there for me, being ready for whatever I ask.


Worship & Servitude. He worships me as a Goddess, even though I don't make use of that title. He relishes any physical contact with me, whatever it may be; my feet on his face, my toes in his mouth, sexual acts, my hands over his face.. He is there to service me as I request and require. He is a slave to me.


Commitment. He is there for as long as I want him. He is faithful and there for the duration, however long that may be.


Chastity. He remains chastised by me, as I chose. Whether with a device or on trust, he is controlled by me. He enjoys this and wouldn't want it any other way.


This is the man I have dreamed of and fantasised about all my adult life, from being 17 years old.
I have searched for him and continue to search. I believe that one day I will find him. Despite moments of despair, when my hopes have been raised and dashed, I do believe I will find him.
This blog is testament to my yearning for him. It is so that he knows, when I find him, how very much he was wanted.
And, when I find him, I will cherish and treasure him for all I am worth. I will love him with all my heart.


Just one chastity sub...


I have waited 23 years for him.


I continue to wait.